Weekends in tambunan

Hari Sabtu yang lalu sia pulang la p Tambunan. It was a good trip la. Sia balik pukul 12.30pm lepas p DIGI centre untuk set up sa punya DIGI broadband. Trus bila sampai d rumah sana Tampasak, sia rehat la kijap. Then pay a visit at my koupusan's house. I spent most of my time d sana..Sampai having dinner with them. It was a very beautiful moment that i can't describe. If i have a videocam with me during that time, i would record it and keep on watching it. But i know i don't need a videocam for all that. My mind and my heart tau apa yang sa sudah nampak, and experience. It will be with me for the rest of my life...Kalau pun sia hilang ingatan, i know it will still be there somewhere at the back of my mind.

On sunday, i went to St. Theressa sama grandma and auntie sia. Punya men sejuk time pagi. Tu embun ereeiii..men tebal..time d church..time Father bagi sermon, atukeii..sia balik balik pancing ikan...hahahha...mengantuk ba. Lepas tu have breakfast sama grandma. Then sia keluar la p sana kubur Grandpa. Pi kaC bersih and pray for him. Gitu la routine sia kalau sia balik tambunan. Tidak mau miss tu semua.

Then straight to my koupusan's house. Stay there until time mo pulang. After that at 2pm sia bertolak la. Mau pulang. One thing i am glad about this whole trip, sia dapat sharing a lot of things with my koupusan's family. They are so nice and really humble. My dream is coming true. I just wish she's here with me right now. I really miss her so much........

Normal weekends

Fikiran sa melayang sekarang ntah p mana. Jauh betul. Rindu kali ba tu. Trus sia dengar lagu Anang & Krisdayanti - Makin Aku Cinta. Sambil marking Quiz paper student sia. So sa take a rest dulu kijap. Mau tension sia tengok quiz durang. Sudah la sia bagi kelonggaran where durang bulih bawa pulang tu Quiz tapi masih ada lagi yang buat sambil lewa. Sa kesian sama durang. If only i can tell them how important this studies for them I would tell. I've been there and I wish I could have done better myself. Tapi sia rasa ini semua satu kitaran ba ni. Besa lah, kehidupan seorang student begia. As long as sia tau yang sia ada tolong durang, I think it's good enough already.

Ni minggu, it was so slow for me. Sia rindu betul sama urang yang jauh ba ni. Sabar saja la kan. Nanti da pulang juga tu. In my mind, I always imagine how she smiled and made me laugh all the time. Itu yang buat sa tidak weak berjauhan dari dia. I guess sabar tu mesti ada. Faith, Love and Trust are the most important things. Dugaan tu memang sentiasa ada tapi ntah la, thankful juga sama God yang hati sa slalu ingat da. This is what I am proud about myself. Perubahan sudah banyak sa alami. I guess I've grown up already and being more mature sudah sekarang in my thinking. Congratulation Jason.

"I really hope and pray that each beat of my heart, you can feel it as you and I already knew that our heart came as one when we had our first hug and kiss...Take care there always..."